
i can hardly go a day when fighting with someone without trying to make up or atleast show some form of remorse. having one of those days (including yesterday) hasnt been the best start to this "positive" life i plan to lead. i hate it how people can be so oblivous to how they actually feel about you. when people make it so clear that they care about you as a good friend and somehow they just don't see it. sarcasm is one of my main problems i seem to have with people. two of my friends i have deceived with the stupid quilities i behold. maybe i don't take things serious enough? well right now i am stuck between not knowing what i've really done wrong. did my sarcasm get in the way? may i use it as some sort of mask infront of what i'm really feeling sometimes..
masks:
1. a covering for all or part of the face, worn to conceal one's identity.
2. anything that disguises or conceals; disguise; pretense: His politeness is a mask for his fundamentally malicious personality.
3. to disguise or conceal; hide; dissemble: to mask one's intentions.
4. to put on a mask; disguise oneself.
i am all of the above.
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