future and a bit of last week.

so new zealand last week was not so great. ended up getting sick and just not loving life completely. hardly got to speak to friends and the boyfriend at the time.. content was nothing of the topic at the time. i found myself watching season two of prison break and seasons two and three of niptuck. they are now simulaneously my favourite shows now. taking many photos of the atmosphere seemed to be the only thing i could comprise my time with. i found that NZ does have some kind of freaky beauty that is quite appealing. almost like the narnia that was filmed there... i felt i had found my narnia.















i've certainly found some sort of existance of harmony whilst capturing these shots. they seemed to be the only thing bringing me back to reality of what i should be focusing on:
i have a problem with being way too naive about things and peoples actions. the one person i thought i had so close to me turned out to be not there at all. maybe for the first five minutes, but after the clock's arms grab something else other than the numbers it's then you must begin to wonder. i thought i could love someone's sneezes more than anyone elses kisses. i thought alot of things. but i guess i have many thoughts on many different things. i'm only young. i have the rest of my life to get my heart ripped off my sleeve.
over and over and over again.