christman in juvinial july

friday night was cindy and mel's 17/19th birthday at the Mylk Bar. found it to be quite an evening. arrived with luce and rasha and two mouth fulls of pink champagne. throughout the evening it was as good as it could get without having the mess monster take over everyone's physical beings. beth and i danced our way through the manic dj's sounds and screamed about splendour in the grass 08. (which by the way is next weekend!) although there were certain people i definately didn't want to run into whilst drunk i found my way avoiding it by getting sweet available boys to buy me champagne with strawberries dipped in them. as much as i didn't want to seem available to them.. i don't think people now days get the "message" or "perseption" that just because your boyfriend dumped you, you are already on the rebound? not true. well on my part anyway. i may not neccessarily be happy alone but i would rather be stamped with that status rather than with a 'scattering among many' status. yes my big pink bow brought about attention.. but unfortunately it did not grab the one being i wished it had.
on an ending note i ended up walking to jayne's house with adam, luce, cal and courtney in the early hours of the morning. chill there for a little and then decided to taxi it home with luce to where which we ate doritos and fell asleep to the sound of eachothers laughs from the eventful night that we had just encountered in.
saturday really didn't consist of much other than getting my hair done and dropping luce back into school to get some work done. that night natasha and i were invited to jaynes for a "few drinks and giggles." that went down..... okay? with 20 guys and practically 5 girls the night was nothing special. i was ignored again. i was sad again. i went to sleep alone. again.