tonight was a lonley sort of night but slowly became a very warm one as old friend Mariah gave me a call. 1 hour was all we needed to have our little catch up chat. she reminded me how much she has always and will always mean to me. we remenised about the past and how good those times were. we also talked about how much has changed between everyone and their friendships and family situations. karam was mentioned on behalf of some people.. but somehow i think karam can come back really harsh, but then again, maybe they are just harsh people themselves and deserve every bit of it....? well all i know is how much i miss all of those messy kids from "home." and i definately can't wait to fly up with Rasha for the Villiage Arts Fest. and maybe, hopefully i will run into the boy i fell inlove with for a night: Ira.
to end this i think i can accept being alone sometimes as some sort of blessing as it forces you to think about your day to day problems and all the good plans you have ahead of yourself.
maybe i'm conquering my fear. maybe i'm transitioning into a new one.
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