It's 11.07PM and i can't seem to find any form of determination to finish this recollection of thought onto the topic of "The Catcher in the Rye." I tell you i am sick of reviewing over and over of the verions of childhood adolesence! It doesn't matter that much to the world! yes J.D. Salinger does have some great points in the book... but i'm just not so interested in the concept of writing an essay about it's relevance to today's youth society.
On another note, reading the book tonight has certainly put my mind into a different shade of lighting. i like to think i can think like the character in the book.. although i think the writer has created someone very diverse in a way that it makes him sound so different from everyone else. does that mean that most people who think different from everyone else should be put into asylems? maybe there are alot of people who dont think the same... maybe we shoould all be put into asylems? should we all be admitted to a place where we will be talking to out of insanity? how could anyone do that? how can someone sane turn someone insane in the first place? wouldn't you have to be insane to tell someone else they are insane? otherwise how else would you know this?
there are so many rhetorical questions in the world that just make no sense. a statment of beleif.
My friend Fallon pulled me across to this artist tonight, Daisy M Tulley. she's connected to the sydney based band "Bridezillah" and they are great. a bit of a miz between cat power and other acoustic sounds near that area. been listening to her all night. brings across almost a message of how the world needs to be fixed and adds a cute melody to almost every cord she illlutrates through her strings. my mood tonight is very content. it's made me think very much into what i want and what i could possibly need in the near future..
relationship status: not single or alone.... but not taken or commited. i am a mix right now. chocolate or vanilla flavours i cannot decide. we all know having them mixed is just being greedy. and that is definately one quality i do not like to carry around in my pocket.. i think for my whole life i am going to feel like i "need" someone by my side, holding my hand. right now i do have that option. but i don't know if i need it. ofcourse we all neccessarily love the attention from other people. but then would you call it greed if you don't know 100% if its what you need?
Greedless, adjective
Greedsome, adjective
— Synonyms avarice, avidity, cupidity, covetousness; voracity, ravenousness, rapacity. Greed, greediness denote an excessive, extreme desire for something, often more than one's proper share. Greed means avid desire for gain or wealth (unless some other application is indicated) and is definitely uncomplimentary in implication: His greed drove him to exploit his workers. Greediness, when unqualified, suggests a craving for food; it may, however, be applied to all avid desires, and need not be always uncomplimentary: greediness for knowledge, fame, praise.
—Antonyms generosity.
Is this what we really want to feel when we come to a human being we are contemplating on sharing feeling with? key word; sharing.
Sharing:–noun
1. the full or proper portion or part allotted or belonging to or contributed or owed by an individual or group.
2. one of the equal fractional parts into which the capital stock of a joint-stock company or a corporation is divided.
–verb (used with object) 3. to divide and distribute in shares; apportion.
4. to use, participate in, enjoy, receive, etc., jointly: The two chemists shared the Nobel prize.
–verb (used without object) 5. to have a share or part; take part (often fol. by in).
6. to divide, apportion, or receive equally.
—Idiom7. on or upon shares, on the principle of sharing the profits or losses of an undertaking: They agreed to work on shares.
To greed and to share are one of the main opposites of the world. but when it comes to a heart between two people, the mind gets confused, and so do feelings. so greed in itself can be over-ruled as a "want" can mean so much more to us than a "need."
What is it in life that we are really looking for?
Someone to love?
Someone to share something with?
Somone to contemplate what greed is between one another.
To know all of this we would have to share the concept of a feeling towards one another.
But do we have the heart to do this?
I just dont know what anyone thinks anymore.
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