crazy dreams have sent me into a dark abyse of not knowing what i should do with my current addiction to weekend medications.
it seems like the answers should be clear. but the thirst for more and more seems to erase the cold hard reality of my general healthy.
like alice in her wonderland i can see the rabbit across the landing beconing me to follow.. one side of me knows what the outcomes could be;
1. don't follow him and your sould will stay replenished, clean, free of pain and regret.
2. don't follow him and let someone else take your fall, they just happen to fall down the happy days well and can boast all about their trip to the mad hatter's tea party.
3. follow him through the purple forest of conversations with flowers and sing songs of fucking bliss. have a large long lunch with mad hatters and eat whatever they tell me to because i know i want to stay high high up in the sky.
4. follow follow follow down the black hole into rooms full of red walls and ceilings that can suck your mind away, twist it up into a ball of string, you're a puppet to the devils army.
all my options ive experienced many times before.. where to now?
i think i might just see where my fate takes me on friday night........
can you control fate?
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