As much as i job search this god-forsaken beach baring city i just can't seem to find something liable to go for.
but then again, maybe we should all just take the oportunities right infront of us when we have the chance?
most things require alot of experience, how are you suppose to start somwhere when you've never even had a start at a start somewhere in the very begining!
today's been the biggest drag.
up all night looking for job and coughing your lungs up after a terrible virus has take total domination over your body, doesn't make the whole financial situation any better.
this weekend, this one huge weekend i have ahead of me has cost my parents so much it's ridiculous. as much as i'd like to say "don't worry i'll pay you back" i just can't.
prostitutes make it look so easy. but then again, over 50% of the time the money they earn doesn't really go towards a good cause...
whatever my cause seems to be, usually due to more of the things i want rather than need, maybe i'm just the same as them - as in spending money on things that will just make you seem more addicted to the idea of having more. maybe i am a prostitute.. sinking to low levels to finance something i don't even neccessarily need.
but then again, when it comes down to it, who am i actually living for; the manufactured neccesities of life, or MY life of being alive?
well whichever it is, it costs money all the same.
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