Lou Doillon!!!

whilst rummaging throughout some of my old art books i found a picture of Lou Doillon, a french actress and model. both her parents are in the film business and she is known for alot of art house films, mostly in french. she's usually always seen at any fashion event frocked up in some of the latest clothes or wrapped up in something she pulled together herself.
i find her individual fashion and beauty something of a great illustration to the world and have put her on my list of interesting people to meet.

here's a few images of the captivating human being:















i wish i was as unique as some people.

a day in the life of: L & G

So today is really a day about georgette and lydianna. we spent most of last night looking up the latest news reports and re-enacting them in our utter most best news reader voices. not only very entertaining but entertaining for one another aswell. and brushing up on my american accent was not only annoying for georgia but a nice learning curv for myself.
we then later found ourselves laughing over the silliest little things.. oh how i love our long pointless conversations on the phone.

whilst on the phone we also planned our little tip together on saturday with luce aswell. going up to brisbane for the second time to find this silly little gown of mine for ash's little formal event which takes place on the 2oth of June. i thought i might've found this cute little dress by french designer Thurley but since there is a girl attending my school with it in black and wears it on casual events... i think i might look a little on the stupid side with it on a formal event.





Im hoping a find something absolutely stunning this weekend as all i want is for ash to have a great night on his last formal school event.. since i've come to care about him more and more each day..

a Shadow of a Fantasy "self"

only last week did i come apon the epiphany of who i really was, what i really am, who i'm not sure i want to be.
for my main piece in art this year is all about the process or concept of alchemy. or alchemy as a bases concept. i chose my concept to be about the alchemic process of what makes up me. the two split parts of my hidden personality that when brought together equal me as a whole self. these two sides of me are called: Fantasy and Shadow self.

my Fantasy self is all about how i really am or how i really see myself. only the closest people in my life see this side of me as it is something very close and intimate within my past and how i really see the world i live in. by bringing about the small fundimentals that equal up this child-like image i portay to myself can help me understand what manbe i do need to grow up.. the main thing within the series of images is the pink gown i'm wearing. i've had the dress since i was young and running around pretending to be an adult. well now i'm trying to persure the opposite by wearing the dress is trying to rekindle the childlike environment and thoughts to become that inner child i once was..
here's a few shots on the concept:













My shadow self was all about my "other half" of the archytype of the parts of you that you do not neccesarily like or like other people to see as they are your' "negative attributes. i haven't taken a full series of this one yet but i did mess around with what i thought could portray this "shadow like" side of image of me..








In the final product i will be explaining on a basis of alchemy, the process of achytypes which brings about this one whole persona of me. by conducting my fantasy self and my shadow self leads to the conslusion of a "whole self" which is the archytype of who you are as one.
I think by doing this progress is has made me realise what i need to accept as myself and how i really should portray my better self qualities/ embracing my personlity. art definately is one of the most personal subjects you can go into, and as i one day hope to pursue under the concept of "artist" i see them as some of the most bravest occupations we have on this world.

SKANK 17th

on the 4thday of may a couple of weekends ago was the night of my party i had for my birthday the day after. was absolutely amazing considering not everyone was able to make it, most people came in the end and was a night to remember. the theme was named under the concept of "skanks" Choose an occupation and make it naughty. pretty much all of the girls dressed up and like 20% of the boys did. still brought about the theme more that the girls were just looking absolutely amazing.
parents gave me a bottle of Pink and so did Fallon and then later on into the night i received a bottle of Pashion Pop which really was my pashion for most of the rest of that night.
got given like a million photos but here's just a few that were captured on that night.



























It was definately a night to remember.
i loved my birthday

long live PARTY!

I will not regret on how great my birthday will be this weekend.
4th of MAY will be the night of absolute domination within the social stucture of the never ending people i know. Grace is coming down all the way from agnes and then picking up zach, isaac, and toby and hopefully josh, brining them down for that weekend. what a wonderful birthday present. everyone is going to look great considering we will be all very naked and merry.
have had a few little dramas on 'other' unmentionable people think they are not only coming but now invited??? well they are free to come to my front door but that is about as far as they will get.

i love my friends
i love may
i love sluts!