coming home . . .

my weekend as of late was absolutely amazing;

i love nothing more than making new friends and just letting my heart drain onto their faces smothering them in my love.

i just adore it!

met some lovely lovely people in paddington through Rubys (also another new found friend). 

the whole weekend plan was really all about jumping the gates of parklife... which didnt actually end up happening but still had an absolute ball! 

i think i had more fun than i would've even if i did get into parklife.

so ner nerr nerrrrr...

i fell inlove with a boy. a gay boy but still a boy nevertheless!

he is amazing and we froth on eachother way too hard.

so many amazing images:

 the night pictures start from end to beginning.

have not been so out of reality in my life, but i can remember everything and all the amazing people i was with. 

cannot wait for more memories with them.

i love my friends! 

sod off

pick up your fucking head 

true bliss

i have found my saviour,
my light,
my smile,
my reason for keeping my feet on the ground and almost wanting to nail them there for good.
they've kept me real, kept me sober, kept me drunk on their essence.
no longer will i curl up into an apostrophe,
i have been found;
no love was lost.

losing hope, sinking fast

tonight i realised my demons are much closer to me than i thought.

they've caught me off guard... and i cannot remember how to fight them.

no memory, no power, no control.

what will become of me now.
appointments need to be made.

darkness has returned home.

dont lose your trust; you've lost your trust

make me this happy again.

i wish i could be the photograph

lina scheynius is amazing.

i melt.

ready

i am so ready for you and everything you have to offer me.

because i have an arms full of bliss just ready to paint all over your body.

let's give eachother a chance.