what have i been doing with my life?

I wouldn't know where to start or introduce a statement as to have i've been living my life as of late.



Big Day Out happened January 18th. was absoultey amazing. i would probably never go again unless the line-up was pretty damn good. i loved everyone i was with. simon and nicole primarily.

Went upto the sunshine coast shortly after that. Prue had her 18th. and it was Australia day weeekend. i really loved those 4 days i was there. being a punk and an austrlian all at once was deifnately something never to forget. and as usual; i had made new friends. ones i hope to see very very soon.

Now i'm just in the process of moving out with Lucinda. our apartment is amazing. we've bought some vintage furniture pieces and have had them delivered and everything.

so now my new life of 2009 is actually happening.


and after all of this exciting things i think i had the most life changing experience last night to be completely honest over all this.
i was swimming in my pool at about 7PM.
i sunk to the bottom and looked upto the surface where i could see was black due to the sky being above me. i felt like i was in my version of space. not the universe space concept but my very own space of perception on the world. alone - but not along to where i am afraid. i was actually alone and happy in that space.
maybe this year i will overcome my worst fear.