i want to be someone who takes pictures of wonderful things!

again another stressful post about what's happening in school work and stuff. but i just came across the most coolest creaitve arts course. it's here on the GC and am really starting to consider it. i would take photography, interior/industrial design, creative arts, english extention enterpretation of art and so much more! am so stoked and think it's so worth it. i'll go for a cev II which will get me one more course close toa diploma and i can hopefully automatically get into WhiteHouse Institute of Design in Sydney. everything is just makeing me so syked about life. although the work load this term was diobolical it was still a challenge i probably need to take anyway.

here's a an image i've used for one of my creative art tasks. it's on personal portraits. i hope it goes well.



OH yeah, tomorrow i go back up the coast for a bit. see family and friends for a week. RELAX! then week after that going back down the coast to see friends and maybe some more family. will also do some short trips back and forth to Brisbane.
cannot wait to see Mariah, Tash and Grace this week also. they have been making me smile lately being it as such a hectic week for me. pass the vodka!

status: (just breathing)

"i'll go back to the 60's and live like i don't care, and beleive in too many substances of light and dreams. i'll go back and i'll fall in love. i'll live the life that i always wanted, a life i can breath in.

yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me..

Have seriously been having the most hectic full two weeks lately. so much has happened and i barely know where to begin!

firstly, two weeks ago was Kristen's birthday/Leanne's. we had a huge party for them at Lea's house with all of her asian friends and us few white kids. had the best time, but also the worst since the amount of alcohol i consumed... never have had that bad of a hangonver that friday morning..... here's a few pictures of the night.

Leanne and Kristen were so beautiful!












was really a great night. i'm not in many photos and same with Lucinda as we were too "gone silly" at the time to be in them.

also that following weekend we just hung out anf ate asian food.
oh yeah i got a fringe! doesn't really suit me that well tho since i look like a 5 year old..... but it's not as horrible as appose to other peoples unfortunate hair.

then when i got back on sunday i was really sick. i think i have a stomache ulsor... pretty sure due to stress and stuff liek that. i went to the docotr and he thinks it might be that. i hope it is cause i've had one before and i an treat it and stuff.
but yeah i have so much work at the moment don't know how i'm coping. seriously a mental breake down is coming over me. wouldn't be the first time either.....

well last weekend was heaps boring. Lucinda dragged me to the fate but i ended up sort of meeting/seeing Zach of Big Brother! he looked the exact same as he does on TV!! was so great. wish i could have talked to him or something. he seems like a really lovely person.

ahh this week, yeah it horrible. no one to talk to about anything that's going on with my life. i miss my real friends so much. not that my friends here aren't cool cause they are really cool, they just aren't my old friends i guess. so this week is hectic with parents hating on eachother. i feel sorry for the two little ones.
cannot wait till moving back to ENGLAND. big brother and i will be reunited just like old times.... i miss him so much. only person i love the most within my family circle.

i just want to go home.....